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[blastiafreak]

So Estelle's really...gone for good.

::private to Tyr::

Hey, tell me what happened. You did it, right?

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[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[First love never dies?] Would it make a difference if you know you'd be with her in the end?

[blastiafreak]

[Nope, not ever.] That...just makes it harder to wait.

[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[What is with our matching icons. :D] No, it makes us more hopeful that there's a good thing that will come with all the pain.

[blastiafreak]

[I like them. ♥ also off to class in about five minutes! o/] I know it will, but--it doesn't make anything easier!

[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[Aw, me too! <3 have fun in class! \o] But, it makes you cling to the hope that you'll see her again. And that hope should drive you to keep doing your best until that time comes.

[blastiafreak]

[:3 and back until the next one!] Doing my best, how? Nothing I do is going to make it come any sooner.

[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[Welcome back~!] Yeah, that might be the case. But you can do your best in trying to stay safe until then.

[blastiafreak]

[Thanks! :3] ...I guess...b-but it's not like I don't already try that!

[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[kasdjgh had to sleep.;; awake now!] Then, do it for her sake now.

[blastiafreak]

[Morning~! :D] For Estelle? ...Is that really supposed to make a difference?

[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[Thanks~ Notifs are working now, at least!] Why won't it?

[blastiafreak]

[I think they're still delayed, at least for me. ;_;] I just...don't get how that'll matter.

[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[Really? :o idk if mine is too, but.] When you think about her, then you'll try your hardest. Even harder than you usually try to.

[blastiafreak]

[LJ needs to wake up!] I guess that maybe it...might work.

[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[YEAH. Someone poke the goat.] It will work. Trust in your friendship.

[blastiafreak]

[All working~!] ...You know, that sounds just like something Estelle would say, too.

[drizzlinginside.livejournal.com]

[Good~!] Really? I guess you just have to remember everything she might say.

[blastiafreak]

[Thinking about what Estelle would say is a little comforting. But it's also more painful.] Like I could ever forget what she says--or how she could be so nice to everyone...[Even to Rita, when they'd only first met.]